Amazingly Angered Pandas

life

2009-02-04T04:07:29Z

is gay fuck the fuck out fucking school i am so frustrated and fuck clinton and life

dude

2008-12-14T05:00:56Z

so @ work i had a prettty good night it was study but and tromer gave me like 2 or 3 of her tables and i rang 640 and made 120 but i walked with 91, but i tipped out an extra 6 to rob ...overall i actually made money it was such a strange feeling...

life

2008-12-12T19:13:27Z

dude i hate fuckin tables that are fuckin dick ass holes. really? why are ppl the ultimate manifestation of evil? and then you caall your best friend to tell him about all the shit that happened in your day but he is too busy nit giving a fuck. so you and work on a class with a grouper and then you go home. life is a weenie. and if you ever throw money at my bartender again will kill you thank gofd for rob and table 134/53

random

2008-12-04T01:39:39Z

lookin back on pictures past and what not i decided to venture through old websites and shit that i made. lol. i'm sitting around bored not doing the work that i'm suppose to. life is such a god damn conudrum. as i look back on the small snapshots of my past i feel as though i have always been followed by an feeling of extreme and neverending lack of satiation with life, myself, and what could potentinally every exisit in what could be defined as my world.

i remember when i thought that school meant something haha

prague day

2008-07-10T20:40:26Z

spent the day goin into town, first we had a tour got lost at the lenon wall and our camera died halfway through. spent way too much money on gifts and tried to get drunk off baileys knock off. discovered eiskaffee and fell in love and now i am emailing the world!!! actually just my aunt

europa

2008-07-09T15:21:20Z

so i don't know what day this is day 14?? i keep forgetting to get a notebook and it would be impossible to write down all the shix\znizzle that has happened so far. but anyway justina and i are in prague at th moment just got in from vienna. i spent way to much money yesterday on gustav klimt merchandise and gifts for my family and i'm still not done. both of us are in major debit when we get back so i'm doing my best to enjoy this. i got a notebook to write in but i think i'm gonna give it to amanda as a gift and hopefully buy one asap. the hostle were in seems kinda empty. the last one in vienna was nice but inconviently far from everything. we met two canadians last night that were pretty fuckin hilarious. i think we talked to them about 3-4 hours about nothing. and we had a gay brazilian hostle mate. not litterally though we did litterally i think in barcelona. neway this guy woke up and slammed everything aroung. the night before that we had some techer guy who lives in south korea in our room. whoa! so much shizz happens in so little time. i'm really upset i didn't get a notebook sooner but better late than never i suppose...
i'm tired of writting long emails to my parents and they don't even write back long things.
oh btw theres on ly like 8 gustav klimt paintings in the belvedere at most. and that is gay..i' tired of typing now. more later or maybe i'll get a notebook....bye!

europe europe europe!!!

2008-06-21T15:29:01Z

i'm so excited!!

meshpanda @ 2008-06-18T20:13:00

2008-06-19T00:14:22Z

europe on the 25th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 6 days

meshpanda @ 2008-06-15T01:20:00

2008-06-15T05:20:47Z

fuck crabbys
fuck debrah

hello europe

damn

mom

2008-06-04T04:23:18Z

so my mom decided to be super offended that i didn't visit her in st. pete last night so when i went to see her today she didn't hug me or acknowledge me, even though i drove from tampa. also she decided i need to pay my insurance and she never gave me my rent check. so...i'm gonna be uninsured and homeless,but i don't care. cause i'll be in europe ari graduates tomorrow!! also i will never eat honey chicken again.

life

2008-06-02T17:02:01Z

ew went to club skye. so stupid, so friggin stupid. sbs $110 dollars. went to dumbiedin to pick up the cap and gown for ari. it made me miss olden days :( oh life...

shit

2008-05-20T05:29:45Z

i feel shitty, blown off, FUCKIN PISSED, stressed as fuck from 3052-05 pages of hw and to top it all off i'm writing in a fucking internet journal to vent. like a pitiful dick...no one to tell cause everyones gay

also i can feel the fat growing onto my body. i need to work out like RIGHT NOW. i want to talk to someone.

sore back

2008-05-19T03:54:31Z

just got back from crabbys i made 200 on 1000 fuck table 12/14 they are gay. i still need to tell my mom. the most exciting part?? EUROPE BITCHES!!

fuck you

2008-05-18T07:38:56Z

fuck you fuck you dude i'm just going to tell you and i'm done with this bull shit. i'm going to tell you and all this shit will be over fuckin gone and if that means you too than fuck it and you

meshpanda @ 2008-05-17T03:09:00

2008-05-17T07:11:06Z

fuckin a

2008-05-17T05:08:02Z

my dad makes me so mad, he makes me feel like shit. i'm sorry i don't work on your website. i'm a shitty daughter. i'm a shitty person. my boss thinks i'm a dumb ass and puts me as a host or on shitty sections. this is bull shit. supposedly i'm so fuckin privledged and all i do is whine. well fuck you, you'd whine to if you had to go to fucking school for NO FUCKING REASON. i'm tired of this shit. i'm suppose to go to dunedin tommorrow, i've been lookin forward to that shit all week. so fuck it imma do whatever the fuck i want from now on and fuck everyone else.

also my step mom accidentally told my family in st, pete about europe. also i dropped my first tray of food. so i have to get to my mom soon. Also i signed papers today at cmabridge. also my tummy hurts. also i'm bored and also i'm already slacking in classes.

football

2008-05-15T22:43:03Z

i'm at kyles w/ clint and kyle. duh. they're playing halo. we just got back from playin football. i was tackled...haha i changed my classes. today was awesome and chill...so far. a little bored

oi oi !

2008-05-11T06:03:51Z

holy shit long 10 hour day at crabbys i made 203 after tip out in 1200 in sales. i HOST tommorrow on the busiest day ever! it's mothers day and instead of makin 25 an hour, i'm making 8.....w/e i've decided crabbys is annoying but it's where i feel at home ppls got my backs. FUCK TABLE 14 and their gift certificates!!

omg omg

2008-05-09T04:18:16Z

final grades...
comp II b-
span III a
col alg b-
intro to lit b-
weight training s

hahahahahahahahah in everyone's faces i didn't even do half the work for those classes. can you spell OG????

work sucks but w/e...new icon....

kldgjsljdklfdkfbllj!!!!

holy shiznizzel

2008-05-08T03:53:12Z

IRELAND!!!!!!!!!!and of course THE REST OF EUROPE.

ugh

2008-05-07T02:12:08Z

i don't know anymore i don't anymore

classes/incubus

2008-05-03T12:26:37Z

so i'm pretty sure i didn't fail any of my classes!!!!! and also i've discovered a new love for light grenafs. also a new type of hatered for assholes who tip ten per fuckin cent. my aunts in the hospital?? and i'm gonna visit her . ari's walkin...electronic journald are weird

fosty woke me up early

balance bars

2008-05-03T05:11:35Z

i love balance bars. yougurt honey peanut is the best. i had a hardcore shit day at worj 45 dollars after tio out on 387 in sales. i hate every fucking table i had...except airline people. i'm just waitin to find out if i failed math or that i did. argh argh argh!! life is annoying. i just keep tryin to tell myself its only money. cause it is.i'm just gonna eat my balance bar and meditate. i need to run and work out my legs.

back from work

2008-05-02T03:38:30Z

i randomly decided to start writing in this again. my lit teacher had us blog on live journal so here i am out of bordem. just got back from work. i made shit money it was really slow. i talked to clint on the way home. i'm just waiting to hear how bad my grades are. it's my sis' b day on sunday and wifees' on monday. i'm chillin with the dugays.oi! a little bored. i've decided to emerse myself in art, it takes away the seeming frivolity of all other mundane activties. amanda's in town and i keep thinkin how sad i' gonna be when she leaves. that's my dawg. also justina is leaving for ireland. it was postponed but she's still going. aye aye!! crabbys paid me too much and now i'm xtra poor. yay

also i'm very excited i just got a new incu dvd yay incubus attacks now all i need is morning view sessions. i know i'm gay

what the fuck

2008-04-30T18:35:40Z

i'm constantly u this r=transitional period, somewhere between not givin a fuck and wanting to, but never quite giving that one neccessary fuck. i want to get the fuck out of here but it's not happening. i don't know if i passed all my classes i think i lost a scholarship. i don't want this dumb ass jobs waiting tables at an evil ass crabby bills anymore. i don't know what i'm doing i just know i'm dying from not getting something done and i have no idea what it is...